Dear Brian,

@jvonschweetz

Anonymous asked: i really want to be friends with you, but you are like all those "tumblr famous" people who says talk to me dont be scared and stuff. but when we do talk you would say hi and thats it..i wish we can be friends D:

then lets talk! you probably wont ever see this because this is probably a really old message but hey you could find me anywhere just say whatsup. 

I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights, good massages, someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there, a hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.

(Source: stfudarlenespeaks)

Let me tell you a lil something, I fell in love. Hard. I know it was love from the drop dead feeling I got when I saw her smile, or when I’d drop everything and anything to go see her beautiful face in person. I admit it, I thought in the end I’d marry her she was that special to me. But that was my biggest mistake, and that is to make her my everything. She was so special, she was my koala bear you see. She taught me to not fear others thoughts, to be strong and independent, she made me grow and mature and supported me everyday with new ideas. It was probably the best year I’ve ever lived. She made me believe that dreams DO come true, nightmares included tho. When the relationship ended I was in deep turmoil watching you love someone else in my place. While I stayed loving you for months on. I’m strong now on my own really, and you probably don’t care but I’m gonna reach the top one day and I hope you see me reach that, and I hope you would change your mind about me one day. When you see me happy and strong with a new life and with a new girl.